Fall in Love 3 times (kopipes)

Before you can grow up, you must fall in love three times- ♥

1st..

you must fall in love with your best friend, ruining your friendship forever. This will teach you who your true friends are, and the fine line between friendship and more...

2nd..

you must fall in love with someone you believe is perfect. You will learn that no one is perfect, and that you should never be treated as anything less than you deserve....

3rd..

 you must fall in love with someone that is exactly like you. This will teach you about who you are, and who you want to be...

♥
And when you’re through with all that, you learn that the people who care about you the most are the ones that you hurt, and the ones that hurt you are the ones that needed you the most.

But most of all, you learn that love is only a concept and is not something that can be defined, it is different to each and every person on this earth, knowing that everyone wants to be loved... ♥ ♥

Let's dream..

"I have a dream that I could fly from the highest tree"- Priscilla Ahn 

...A simple comfortable house with a small garden full with small flowers, live a blessed and happy family. 

A loving husband and wife with 2 boys and one precious baby girl...

*woke up and sigh*

I wish and I pray.

InsyaAllah :)

woi yanie. study la ! gatai nooo... haha

A portion of my heart..

Grow up with music is the most magical thing that's happening to me.

Listening to Disney's with a mix of Santana and P.Ramlee..
(well, thanks to my dad) :)

To be the art freak isn't that easy though..

Learning guitar by myself until this level..

built my own band and performing without even bother what other people want to think about me..

It's just an average girl with her hijab on, playing some acoustic guitar with this awesome band..

That's all. What's the big deal?

People are people..

opinions are opinions..

so? Should I listen to them and let them shape my life. Not a chance in hell. haha

No such thing as..

Yeah. I'm serious.

Now is the phase where everyone is getting busier than ever.

with studies, assignments, exams etc etc..

and this is where the whole 'drama' starts..

"S/he is too busy"

"S/he doesn't have time for me"

"bla.. bla.. bla.."

ok. first thing first.

this is my own opinion.

this is my thought.

like or dislike. agree or not.

that's your problem. not mine.

If you really love someone..

there is NO.. NO such thing as NOT having time for them.

what were you thinking?

we are talking about other person's feeling.

no one deserve to be hurt, nobody deserve to feel like this.

once the person is yours, it's your responsibilities.

to love them, to take care of them etc etc..

get it?

Think about it ok?

Don't take it too fussy...

If you think i'm bullshiting right now..

means that you are still not ready.

because for me, loving someone is a full time carrier.

(and of course vice versa)

p/s: i'm not some doctor love-wanna-be. I'm just saying what's right and what I think it should be.

*smileyface*

The need to write..

Some people said "Just be yourself"

you've heard that like a million time and yet..

*sigh*

you need to let yourself to be less perfect..

don't take it the wrong way..

but i think you should do you.

you shouldn't have felt less..

maybe others have things that you don't have but,,

you have things that others don't..

don't you see?

stay positive. keep smiling.

and let life guides you.

p/s: damn. aku nasihat orang tapi aku pun.. haha. yup. i should do me. i love me. and me love i too. lol. smileyface.

strong in my own way..

i was once so damn freaking fragile.

like seriously.

but now..

i'm working on it.

i'm strong in my own way.

just don't judge.

once kat ipba. most of my friends saw me crying.

now kat um. none of'em does (yet)

made a record for myself.

although i got scolded by Mira sebab tahan perasaan.

and Farah keep saying takpe nangis je..

and Qira said, i need to cry.

if i didn't cry doesn't mean that I take things lightly.

I do take'em seriously.. like seriously.

but i put my emotions behind..

and think rational first.

not most of the time.

like i said.. i'm working on it.

just don't want to stuck with all the drama, you know what i mean.

p/s: i just want to make a better life for myself, ok? *lol*smileyface*

I remember the walk..

"A walk to remember" (2002)

my fave movie of all time.

Every single time I watch this.. I cried.

Like seriously.

I can't imagine the person I love the most died.

(╥﹏╥)

p/s: aku mushy sgt. lol *smileyface*

Someone else's

Dear..
i know it hurts. trust me. i do know.

but he is someone else's

What more can we do?

Stay strong. I'm here.

Making song covers again?

Lots of requests lately..

But..

No camera.
No time.

No voice.

No mood.

Yada..yada.. Excuses.

No more 'NOs' after this.

I'll try my best ok?

Confession: aku stop hari tu sebab ada komen-komen yang kurang menyenangkan and langsung tak supportive. Aku bukan penyanyi pro. aku belajar gitar sendiri without teori.

Yes. aku amature. but that won't bring me down this time.

I'm doing it for fun actually. But it turns out to be kinda serious when some people just.. urghh.. *me paranoid much?*

Let them be. Jealous la tu dgn aku. <--ayat bitchy. lol

*smileyface*

p/s: Mia dearest.. I'm so sorry. I didn't forget your request k yang <3

I'll make it up to u. Just name the song and i'll try my best. *smile2*

Love= mushytushyloveydovey thingy?

Love is all around you.

Not only for our lover, our darling. our yayunk, our honey, our sweetie pie, our cayunkucuk, our ucukacam, our papa/mama, our baby boo, our omey angat2, our forever-ever-ever-after. yanie pls stop. annoying.

Love is everything!

Love is..

we cannot explain it but we feel it.

in love

being loved

just love..

Don't you just love LOVE? haha..

lol.smiley face

#akumerepekpukul6pagisebabtaktidolangsung#

Blog aku gloomy..

"Blog kau kale itam"

"Blog ko x fancy mcm blog aku"

"Blog ko berhantu"

ok. fine. aku improvised sikit ape yang member2 aku cakap pasal blog aku.

aku over. tapi lebih kurang la camtu la.

semua yang aku buat ada sebab.

kenapa aku buat blog aku camni pun ade sebab.

kenapa aku tak design blog aku macam majalah Bintang Kecil pun ade sebab.

kenapa blog aku base hitam dan gambar2 yang aku letak nampak macam tompok2 yang ber'colour' pun ade sebab.

kenapa blog aku takde bunga-bunga berterabur kat tepi2 pun ade sebab.

kenapa blog aku tak de glitter2 or lampu kelip2 pun ade sebab.

kenapa blog aku x letak gambar aku besar2 pun ade sebab.

kenapa blog aku x de iklan groupon or iklan percutian pun ade sebab.

semua ada sebab.

cuma satu je aku mampu jawab.

blog melambangkan personaliti seseorang.

personaliti kite semua same ke?

tak kan..

so.. there you have it.

peace out!

lol.smiley face.

p/s: aku tak gloomy cam blog aku. kulit aku dull. ok. aku dah merepek.

Jatuh cinta itu sakit..

[Jatuh cinta itu sakit..]

tu je aku nak cakap..

peace out!

lol. smiley face.

Breathless..

*this moment happened for real*

For some reasons..

when the first time i heard this song..

I closed my eyes...

I was moved..

It was breathless..

I felt like someone hugged me..

kissed me on my forehead..

I opened my eyes..

*tears*

The song brought me to some place that i...

*no words can describe*

[bahagia overdose+angan2 terlampau]

..Christina Perri - A thousand years..

Heartbeats fast

Colors and promises

How to be brave

How can I love when I’m afraid to fall

But watching you stand alone

All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I’ll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still

Beauty in all she is

I will be brave

I will not let anything take away

What’s standing in front of me

Every breath

Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I’ll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed that I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me

I have loved you for a thousand years

I’ll love you for a thousand more

ok. this post is cheezy.

yup. i'm all passionate about love.

hopelessly.

can't help it.

ask my ex(s). they know.

lol. smiley face.

english.. malay.. don't care.

"tulis malay.. ok.

tulis english.. ugh.. grammar ko cam sampah.."

first, thank you for your comment..

*senyap2 aku usha blog mamat ni*

tulis malay... guna bahasa pasar+short form overdose+bahasa 'rempit'+ some "eww" thingy

tulis english.. satu post pun tiada melainkan "omg","lol" etc. etc.

so..

dear readers.. i let you guys to judge.

i won't. sebab semua boleh faham yang sebenarnye *tempat kosong*

Isi tempat kosong dengan pendapat anda. kerjasama anda amat saya hargai.

sekian. terima kasih.

*smiley face*

peace out!

p/s : pendapat saya di tempat kosong : I have the "kesedaran" to improve my english. you don't have any post in english and you still have the audacity to talk like that. i'm laughing my ass off. thanks for the joke :D

ok. aku dah judge. who cares. lol

upload and erase..

" Banyak upload gambar bf/gf dalam blog. pastu bile dah clash. padam semua. ngade2"

that's what i read in someone's blog..

*long pause. thinking.. thinking..*

upload bergelen-gelen gambar bf/gf tak salah.

aku tak pernah buat camtu tapi aku tau..

kalau dah bahagia sangat-sangat waktu tu.

"the-s/he-is-my-forever" moments, right?

like, semua orang dah pernah lalui..

After breaking up..

mesti la padam. siapa nak seksa diri dengan memori tercipta. (chewah)

only idiots who want stay with the past..

*terasa sikit*

erase everything to heal everything..(chewah again.)

Personal reviews:

1. Love comes and goes. That's what we call life.

2. Negative-thinker much?

3. no need to comment on what others want to do with their own blog.

4. Who's in the world yang nak breakup? DUHHH...

*smiley face*

renung-renung kan dan selamat... err.. malam.

peace out !

Eyes won't close..

"i'm Miss Owl wanna-be. can't sleep yet"

and my fingers can't stop moving..

write everything on my mind at 4 in the morning..

weirdo me.

reasons why i can't sleep:

- say hi to my never-ending-torturing-kepala pusing assignment..

- an empty cup of coffee right beside me..slurpp.

- a huge pile of paper with writing on them nearby..

(seriously don't want to read them)

- my fave playlist won't stop the music.. lalala~

- thinking of someone. that stupid jerk. lol.

- facebook. that stupid website. lol more.

- afraid of dreaming again tonight.. don't ask.

- my heart pumping.. fast.. not normal. blame it on the alco..coffee.

- screaming inside "I'm ready. I'm ready". spongebob haunts me.

- thinking of my future Ford Fiesta. we'll be together one day, bebeh.

- feel wanna watch sailormoon.. i'm sailor jupiter!

- Christina Perri said something in her song "The lonely"

- so is Perri the Platypus.. who keeps M.I.A..

- i'm merepek-ing. talking to myself and my blog. crazy me..

Not a diary..

I just read one blog that said..

"Blog and Facebook shouldn't be too personal. Not a diary"

Me: True.. why do we need to tell the whole world what we felt..

or what we've been through?

Most of the reader just read other's blog for fun, right?

Quote- "Most people judge than listen"

People can see our weakness..

People can know our dark side..

People can be offended (depends)

People can know our secrets..

People can laugh at us behind our back..
People just can't understand, right?

The other Me: Nope... this is our own blog. We can write anything we want.

I don't give a damn of what other people think about me..

Quote- "If you talking shit behind my back, it means that my life is seriously more interesting than yours"

if they don't want to read it, just don't..

I'm not seeking any popularity of who's the best blogger..

"Just ignore what other people thinks about you cause they didn't do it all the time (unless they are some jealous bitches who think that they are so f-ing perfect)"

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hurmmm..

let just say.. I'll stick to both of 'em and let you guys think for yourself..

Everybody have their own opinions, right? Duhhh.. haha

Dilemma shows maturity..

because it proves that you can think..

before you act..

before you accept some facts..

before you acting all emotionally that irritate other..*lol*

peace out! * smiley face*

in the rain..

I love to walk in the rain..

So nobody knows that I'm crying...

Come and go..

Ask me how many times my heart has been broken

and I will tell you to look in the sky

and count the stars.

What a day ♥

time square+subway+real steel+someone-gave-me-rilakkuma♥-and-me-being-super-excited-about-it+superbowl+central market+someone-bought-lomo♥ moment+losing-my-purse-and-someone-found-it drama+oldtown white coffee= what a day :) Thanx Fara, Solihin and Wuwu!